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lyrics
Am I ever really
Awake?
My eyes open to thousands of different
Places on different days
This place seems to be where I once
Was
Picking up where I left off
Is this what I want?
Wiping the blur away, I muster the
Strength
Just to get myself back up again
And join another haze
This is my modus operandi
And I
Take it all for granted
Despite the dislocated pain
Am I ever really
Alive?
Sensations surge through my skin
But I feel dead inside
No place will ever be home enough
For me
There's a home right here inside of me
And it's calling me in to sleep
Nondual, I duel with delving a little too
Deep
They say curiosity killed the cat
But I'm busy skinning sheep
Expose the bones and throw out what no longer
Works
All these tiny moving parts
Are starting to make me hurt
Simplify until the one wave is
Recognized
No longer do I need to think, belief
In a brain kept me hypnotized
Fuck the new age, the spiritual, the guiding light
The any-beaten path
Doesn't matter where I've been before
Because I'm just gonna do it again
There's no soul in solitude, the sorrow that I seem to hold
Is fabricated fantastically as all other feelings that seem to be
Are, much like the camera persona that goes home after work
To wipe off their make-up and meld with a meal while in recline
All while crying
Boy, what a relief, I can let it all
Go
Knowing I know nothing except
That I'll come to know this again
One could say it's time to wake up, but we were never really
Asleep
Cognizant the whole time, feigning ignorance
Something akin to a dream, we say
Everything is too much
But we can't help ourself
We do what we can 'cause it's all we can do
This is the divine plan
Wake up (you were never asleep)
Wake up (you were never asleep)
Wake up (you were never asleep)
Wake up (you were never asleep)
Wake up (you were never asleep)
Wake up (you were never asleep)
Wake up (you were never asleep)
Wake up (you were never asleep)
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